i'm having a rough time tonight.
a gal who was supposed to come by to interview me (and see our house so i could babysit for them here) called and cancelled at the last minute...this is the third person to flake out on me for this type of job.
i've been looking for work for a while, and just not finding anything. it's not that i don't apply...i just get rejection letters, rejection e-mails or better yet, no contact at all.
i need to work, but finding something that goes with brian's wonky schedule is very hard, and no one (not even target, which is famous for being good for mommy schedules) is hiring. at least not me anyway.
plus monday is Jacob's birthday. and his loss date.